I'm going to the movies.

We're gonna go to the mall and eat.  We're watching Gnomeo and Juliet!

Splash Mountain

A lady went thru like 500 pix with me to see if there was one of me.  I told her it's okay, but we only had 30 left.   hope|assume her eyes are okay.  For me, stopping gymnastics made me wear glasses.

I'm going to Disney World.

So, I'll be gone until like 9-10.

Just Like Magic

I threw up like 3 times, but when I ate vegetables and a little meat my stomach ache went away.  It was so bad.

A little chocolate made me throw up, and so did English muffins with peanut butter and then butter, the peanut butter esp. made me throw up I think.

Dream

We were picking out engineering majors and I chose to do energy engineering.

Re: What difference?

Yea, they're people who live in the healthy wilderness or who came to America as slaves. Their influence rubs off on us.

The term symbolizes race. It's something you can use for fun nowadays. People in the U.S. probably also do it randomly to get it out. As long as you don't go up to innocent people to hurt them, it's fine though something I wouldn't do. I think I did it anyway then.

Re: People Judging Race Not By Aesthetics

Re: People Judging Race Not By Aesthetics

by you Yes, I'm just saying that racial complications showed up when they weren't supposed to. They need something to fall back on like the word "n gg r" or "Mongoloid." I'm trying to stay on their good side so I can still meet them. I used to wanna marry Tim, but it seems Helena was with him more. I have too many crushes right now. I have one in my neighborhood I'd be willing to marry, but I have this father figure on IM who already wants me. He says the more the better. "The more the merrier." Remember that? I don't see why we would respect the Germans after what they did. I would not be proud to be related to things like that. I bet they just went along. Oh dear, I said they were mean? They are actually very nice. I don't know why I got tired and posted something like that. They're not mean. They're good, smart, and funny. I think they hacked because how else would they change how they were acting before?  Yea, I just ignore the bad language but don't use it. I felt encouraged to go crazy by famous people like them.

I know why the Germans were mad|bad.

They didn't speak English.

People assume I did it as a trend.

But, no, I was always nice and wanted to break the ice.

Re: People Judging Race Not By Aesthetic

I'm not the one who judges, but I found out his girlfriend has Jew and they probably found I had Chinese and are trying to say they are comfortable and that because the other person is Jew it's what's right, even though it's just a racial label and nothing you do. They are particularly mean for a certain reason, as are others. I think they hacked in my computer and found something I posted and deleted right away. Since they were treating me like a n gg r, I just used the word in a proper context, not meaning anything that bad. I think my parents guessed it, too, because they probably knew so I asked about something about it. There is another topic on that word, and I think it should be allowed other than black people trying to look cool in front of white people. So, what do you think about using the word when someone n gg rs you supposedly? I don't anymore. I feel better I got that out. It's just a word as any wise person would say who cares. If someone used it on me, I wouldn't go insane. But, people seem to threaten me with worse things than just a word.

People Judging Race Not By Aesthetics

If you have a non-European parent who looks more European and attractive than others of their race, from being thin or supple or what have you, howcome people get all queasy anyway from having a parent who is married to a European who looks more like Asian s*** or whatever? They're the ones on the real adventure. I just get judged like a Jew as far as racial blood. My mom was probably the most petite and so doesn't have all that Asian s***, but people realize I'm competition and get racist behind my back. Come to think of it, I don't know any good non-European parents as far as looking less non-European. I like my mom because she's not bats*** crazy as far as being Asian goes, like other people with regular fatter weights are.

I find this interesting, but I assume people who have more Native American than me don't. I feel the effects of being Native American, and it helped ruin my life. Can you imagine having an Asian person feeling more superior because of the one drop rule? Really, there's nothing wrong with being black or African|American. It's like the Chinese who value their history to have black skin and come more from the wild.

Well, I hope this topic was fun. Things keep popping up. I like this director who did The Nightmare Before Christmas and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, but his girlfriend with his two babies is 1|8 Jewish. I know Kate Beckinsale is 1|16 Burmese. That's by China and India. It sorta looks like both. I have a feeling they found me posting about them on IMDb and are trying to send messages in their interview, and for me things keep popping up about Jewish like Chinese is not special. Try resisting Chinese food. Anyway, I am comfortable because the indians I know bred their own vegetables. I am a little uncomfortable Africans lived in huts probably whereas natives lived in tp's. See, to me that's how African discipline makes senes. They seem more well put together and more awake as far as European type ways of looking go.

I had said this before, I'm waiting for Asians to feel comfortable so I can. Everything pops up as a philosophy question for white people. They aren't very nice, here.

I'm going for a jog.

I'm going to go on Splash Mountain

and Thunder Mountain and Space Mountain first at Disney on Friday.  Then I will relax to the other rides.

I saw the cute boy.

Today, I was with the younger of my aunts on my dad's side and my dad walking and showed them the house I walked by and I finally saw the boy again.  He had one of those typical drama boy looks even more.  I'm impressed he has his own house.  I saw one who's probably younger from Canada making food in a Chinese restaurant.  It's on my YouTube under the Cute Guys thing.

I'm more set on...

...collecting 25 cent coins and $1 bills in one Ziplock bag and all the rest in another.  When my dad and I got to visit my grandma when she's down for the winter with my aunt, I can buy ice cream at the rest stops.

It feels so good to be done with laundry.

When we move the towels from the dryer I can dry my clothes.

Towels

Now all I have left is folding the towels.

Towels

I plan to do the towels today.  I have clothes waiting to be warm, so long as I have long PJ pants.

When my mom leaves...

...I will clear out the dishes.  Unless I'm asleep.  But I doubt that.  I wonder if she's here now.  Probably.

This movie I'm watching makes me jealous.

In "Big Fish" directed by Tim Burton, there are those rides at the circus apparently, and I wish I went on the ones for my age last time rather than the kiddie ones.  So, at Disney I'm going on Splash Mountain first this time and probably Space Mountain and Thunder Mountain after, with my mom there.  My mom just is going on the other rides.  The drop at the new ride in Animal Kingdom looks longer and is set on a roller coaster.

Excited About Acting Already

I think the ballet and other stuff I do will keep me in shape.  I am preparing more food now.

The Plan

So, I am going to ballet nights so it'll keep me in shape and socially happy.

I just had a nice shave and shower|bath!

Cut my fingernails and toenails!

High School

          I had posted a lot about this in the past.  I wanna go through again what I think I should have done.

          I should have tried out for gifted in 7th grade when we moved rather than waiting until 8th grade.  I made it for 10th grade.  I went to a Catholic junior high, which doesn't have gifted, and I had no idea I'd be allowed and recommended to go to a public school.  The gifted program doesn't have many people but is considered a big difference.

          I should have tried out for Talented Theater and dance team.  I backed away from dance team using my mom's mom visiting as an excuse.  My mom got me some things on drama when we moved but for some reason said it seemed busy for me, though it wasn't.  I should have started it before moving and quit the piano.

          I should have taken singing lessons instead of just piano.  Or, I should have been a cheerleader, which in some junior high schools is once a week.  The other option is to take dance class, and I think I should and could have done both.

          Here is a sample of what my schedule should have been:

1st Year - Freshman
1. English II - Gifted
2. Geometry - Gifted
3. Biology - Honors
4. World Geography
5.
6.
7.

2nd Year - Sophomore

1. English III - Advanced Placement | Gifted

2. Algebra II - Gifted

3. Chemistry - Honors

4. 

5. 

6. 

7. 

3rd Year - Junior

1. English IV - Advanced Placement | Gifted

2. 

3. 

4. 

5. 

6. 

7. 

4th Year - Senior

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Here is a sample of my schedule with the electives and a few other graduation requirements:

1st Year - Freshman

1. English II - Gifted

2. Geometry - Gifted

3. Biology - Honors

4. World Geography

5. PE I

6. Dance Team

7. 

2nd Year - Sophomore

1. English III - Advanced Placement | Gifted

2. Algebra II - Gifted

3. Chemistry - Honors

4. PE II | Health

5. Dance Team

6. 

7. 

3rd Year - Junior

1. English IV - Advanced Placement | Gifted

2. American History - Honors

3. Career Orientation |

4. Civics |

5. Free Enterprise |

6. Dance Team

7. 

4th Year - Senior

1. Dance Team

2. 

3. 

4. 

5. 

6. 

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